||[Feb. 3rd, 2008|04:47 pm]
|||||little girls - oingo boingo||]|
So. right now at this very second...I'm freaking out. like I'm really really freaking out. I'm crying freaking out. I got hit in the back of the head last night at aquabats and I have a really big bump on my head and I think I might have a concussion. my mom is in hawaii so she can't take me to the doctor and she told me not to sleep because I might go into a coma. I'm freaking out. I'm so scared. what am I supposed to do? I am going to have an anxiety attack. what the fuck. ahhhhhh.
ANYWAYS. ON ANOTHER NOTE.
Life is great. honestly. (almost) everything I could ask for.
FOR THESE REASONS:
1. I like my new friends. really. I love them. I have met so many people in the last month or so and it feels so nice to know more people. the most unexpected friends are the best, and I have become closer with people I NEVER thought I would talk to, let alone be friends with and hangout with. it's funny how those things work.
2. MUSAK. Aquabats. I still love them. and went to my 10th aquabat show last night. they never get old. and prince adam and chainsaw came back so there were horns! and there was a silent auction which was really fun and funny to watch. AND supernova opened.
3. I gotz mah coachella tickets.
4. I like someone. like. really. not just one of those things where I don't really like anyone so I just kind of force myself into liking someone. this is fer real. I like someone and he probably doesn't like me but I don't even care. I'm happy.
5. I really know who my best friends are (not to sound suuper est00pid and cheesy) but seriously. mason if you are reading this you are my bestest friend and I'm glad that we know eachother. kristen if you're reading this I know we haven't known eachother for thaaaat long but I definitely consider you one of my bestest friends aswell and I'm so glad you're always around and are down for whatever it is we're doing...especially involving awkward first time meetings.
6. I'm just happy I don't really have any drama to deal with. I mean, some people suck. a lot of people suck. but I don't care because my life is better without them. and I don't need them, honestly. I have enough people in my life, so losing one or two doesn't make too much of an impact.
7. I MIGHT. if I wish and hope and pray, have someone to spend my most favoritist holiday with. mmmhmm.
life is good.